The next experience I remember very clearly. At this stage I was in Prep class. I am standing in the playground looking around, once again thinking and pondering “What happens when we stop breathing. Where do we go? This cannot be it.” I have always been fascinated with the stars and found a deep connection to them.

I’m not sure how many years later while staying with my Aunt, I found on the bookshelf an amazing book. At this time, I was still struggling with reading and writing. I had no idea what the book was about. I did know I loved the pictures, they made sense to me I understood what the story was about.

Each time I visited my Aunt I would seek out this book. It was a book on Tarot. I had my first card reading by my sixteenth birthday and had purchased my first deck of cards by my eighteenth. I guess I knew then that there were a lot of fear based beliefs around the Tarot. If I had not taken that chance and purchased my own deck of cards I’d still be waiting and wondering. My Aunty also became my biggest inspiration and I thank her for her love and support and the encouragement I was given for my future adventure, to be who I am today.

In life, if we do not challenge ourselves or take chances we are not living to our full potential. If we are living to what other peoples expectations are for us then we are not being true to ourself. I realised to live up to my full potential I would have to stand in my own truth and trust my heart and the Universe.

From then on I had a thirst for knowledge, not knowledge gained in a classroom or at a university. I have studied many healing modalities. Reiki, Magnified Healing and Crystal Healing to name a few. I needed more, there were more unanswered questions.